Le temps file.

Moi aussi!
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# Postato martedì 13 ottobre 2009 14:01

JULIEN!

One of the few who always know how to bring a smile to my face.

Our short conversation was simply awesome. :)

Vive les LEA :) ou alors au pire des cas IEA/EIA/trucbidule...!
En gros, vivement que t'étudies les langues!

Et vivement qu'on se revoit aussi!

Tu me manques trop Julien o*i...


J'aurai vraiment besoin que tu me gueules dessus tous les soirs pour aller dormir :)
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# Postato lunedì 28 settembre 2009 15:56

Maria Weigelt has a hole in her heart.

Maria, please keep your head off the past.

I can't.

Yes you can. Just do it.

I still remember...

You can't do anything about those memories. Just look away.

Even if it means crying?

Even if it means crying. You are happy for him, right?

Yes.

Good. Now patch your own heart up.



--- Patch' it up.
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# Postato lunedì 28 settembre 2009 10:06

Modificato lunedì 28 settembre 2009 14:28

Nostalgiiie' - Notre classe, notre lycée, nous!

Tcheke Tcheke Tcheke! - du Klamishtoubidou

Vive nous et les probabilités! Même si je les déteste. [[[ Adélieeee ma chérie d'amoureuh <3 ]]]

Tableau/Frigo : Binôme tu me manques! Je t'aime! (((Claire)))

"Ich bin die fesche Lola, die Liebling der Saison" --- LAURE ily!

Julien : "Descends, prends un verre de lait chaud, et relaxe toi, ça ira mieux..." - "Mais t'as pas de raison de stresser!" - Toujours à la recherche de chemises à carreaux pour toi - Touuute l'aprèm en ville pour aller te trouver un pull puis se retrouver au final au Parkson...JETAIME! Limite je viendrais à Nantes étudier pour que tu te sentes moins seul :)

Hééé les vendredi aprem avant les bac blancs...salle de musique avec toi. Piano dans la salle, violon dans le couloir - quelle combinaison!! Adrien oi je n'oublierai jamais !! <3

Bébé Wooooooooo et les "Eeeeks!" quand on le chatouille ! :D

Phil' et ses "Arrsh!" derrière moi en espagnol...

Ngoc, t'es plus perverse qu'on croyait dis donc! Mais oooh Ngoc! Et Mi Ryong qui toujours, dit "C'est elle monsieur! Pas moi!" et te montrant du doigt. Les fiilles... =*

Msn, blablater, fotoooos. Nos séances habituelles... Les nuits passées ensemble. Kartoffel d'amour, tu me manques de trop trop trop :( (L)JE T'AIME LOLO(L)

La suite de Fibonacci...L'évolution de la population des lapins...ce dessin au tableau. Le déliiire !

Vieux chocoo' - Stéfouille Andrajkaboum. Ji't'm !

Fab' et les petites discussions troop sympas...ou Erwan et ses délires... (L)

M. DEBILLY et ses couuuuurs, son accent, ses regards, ses grimaces, nos discussions les jeudis matins - ARG! Je reviendrais à Colette juste pour assister à ses cours <3

Les maths et M. Hulot. C'était spécial. Surtout quand on passe la moitié du temps à réviser, avec lui, pour le bac de phys-chimie. "Je me souviens des circuits RC!" - Haha, notre prof de maths :)(L)

Adrien qui compte les "Hin?" de M Bouchoucha :) Aussi son soupir silencieux "Ah putain!" le vendredi aprèm était sympa :P

Les vieilles batailles de bouteilles vides...

Les quelques fêtes sympas entre nous auxquelles j'ai pu assister...

LE PARKSON. Les poulets du Lotteria. :)

Le match de volley contre les profs après le cours d'EPS. Les yeux admiratifs de M Henry en me voyant jouer :P Mwahaha!

Arriver à l'école dans la robe - supposément à mettre juste le soir - que vous m'aviez offerte.

L'anniversaire avec N-A - Phil' - Woo qui arrivent en demandant "On peut prendre une douche?" au lieu de dire bonjour... Puis descendant les escaliers tout clean, me tendant le touuut petit cadeau : la paire de boucle d'oreille en forme de feuille. AH! <3 Une image mémorable!

Les deux dernières années de lycée.

Une année de terminale inoubliable.

Mon dieu, que j'ai aimé!



Bribes of thoughts. Randomness.
VIETNAM & YOU ALL : IN MY HEART <3


J'ai des frissons en y pensant... Je vous aime, vous me manquez trop. Vive la classe des Term (S! Et ES aussi :P) de 2009 de l'EFC! <3 Arg. Gravés à jamais.
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# Postato lunedì 21 settembre 2009 11:06

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It's been two nights I couldn't really sleep, because I thought about him half of the night...I hurt him, and don't know what to do to make him feel better. I don't think when I talk... When I'm sad I usually don't talk to nobody these days. Which means that even when I'm happy...I couldn't talk to him?

Nonsense. Stop talking nonsense, Maria, it doesn't lead anywhere.

Then how about this, Twi? I still love him. Of course I still do. But I'm trying to forget him, by putting him aside. Because I want to love somebody who actually cherishes and gives that love a grand value (more than "grand") right at the start. Someone with whom my nights on msn don't resume to : help me with school, then let me educate you a bit 'bout life. Why'd you cry? It's stupid. He's talking to me again after a fight? Wow, thank you for -granting- me such a privilege! DAMN!

I'm too difficult and demanding? Well that IS me. I'm furious, furious about how I did not tell him about how I had enough to be just a doll for him - Oh wait, would he even have listened? Probably not, because I never have the good timing.

Right now I have someone who cherishes me, who manages to actually make me do other things than staying on the computer, who says things like "If I take you to Italy with me, they will all be jealous" - simple words that can make me smile and feel happy!-, who also works and tries to succeed, who is adorable, whom I look forward to seeing again. Random facts. Just random facts. But he is someone whom I want to dedicate my love to.

You know, if I didn't have that much confidence in you and loved you that much, I would have left you long ago. I kept telling myself, somewhere inside me, that it will all get better. I could have left you after you made me cry a river some nights... Julien told me - hey, he's not worth it, he makes you cry all along, leave him! - well, I couldn't. For the reasons I've stated earlier.

Come to think about it, now I can. I want to run onto something new. Life is long, and he is well worth a try. I think that you will also be able to forget me and find someone who will be on her knees to ask for your love - for whom you might fall. Who knows. I still love you, but I don't know if it's worth it anymore. Maybe you'll think the same, sooner or later.

As you are now, you can't get me back, that is for sure. And when you will change, maybe, you will see that it's not worth getting me back anymore. Be a good and successful person in life, with or without me.
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# Postato mercoledì 16 settembre 2009 04:00